Right now I should be writing my 10+ page paper on whether FDR’s New Deal was effective in ending the Great Depression. I’ve done all the research, have an amazing outline detailed, but I just can’t bring myself to start it. I also have to have it finished by this Saturday (SAT day) so I can have a free weekend of not caring about school and just chilling. I know I’ll end up writing maybe a page or two today, I just wish I could write them now rather than at 10 tonight.
Right now I’m listening to “Slow Motion” by Third Eye Blind. I really wish I were this age in the ’90s when this song originally came out, but they’ve ended up becoming one of my favorite bands incorporating great music and haunting lyrics into dozens of amazing tunes.
Right now I’m facing inner turmoil because I feel like I’m changing too quickly and into I don’t even know what yet. And what sucks most about it is that I’m afraid that my own changing will screw up my external relationships. I think that’s a little heavy to deal with while writing a paper that consists of half my fourth quarter AP US grade, but I digress. It’s time to start writing something I’m going to be graded on. D: